WHAT. A. DAY.

I am stressed. Seriously stressed.

I leave for cape cod tonight on a red-eye and Austin is sick. He screamed all night last night and so I took him in to the pediatrician today and he has an ear infection.

Ugh.

I am now 10x as nervous to leave him. I know that Ryan will do a TERRIFIC job, but when he's screaming in the night, I need to be there. :(

Then, I lost my phone. Luckily, I had my old blackberry but I got that re-activated and lost all of my contacts. Frustrating that I'll be in a city across the country with none of my contacts. Thank god for facebook for getting ahold of people.

I had a "TO DO" list that was about 10 items too long and a bunch of other stuff that had me running all over town made me lose it a bit today. The poor cashier at Ralphs got some of my shrapnel. I had a screaming baby and with the day/night that I had is was just the wrong time to be an idiot. Maybe I should send her flowers.

And, I'm not even packed. And, Austin's not packed. But, I have a very detailed list of what NEEDS to be packed. So, I don't think it will take that long.

I'm stressed and kinda want to cry (for the 2nd time today), but looking forward to Cap Cod.