Man. Time really flies. I'm officially half way through my maternity leave and that makes me SAD. I am actually terrified to go back to work. I just don't know how I'm going to juggle everything... I'm having lot of anxiety about that right now. I'm hoping to ease back into work and start back part-time and then go full-time a month or two later. Luckily, my employer is amazing and I am pretty sure that they will work with me on this.
And I need to find day care. Ugh.... ANXIETY. I don't know where to begin. I need to start this next week though. There is a pit in my stomach over this and I think that I'm avoiding it on purpose because every time I think about it, I choke up a little.
On a positive note, Austin is GREAT. Terrific. Perfect. He is really starting to "talk" and interact with Ryan and I. He smiles at us and even looks like he wants to laugh. I'd want to laugh at us too with all the silly faces and noises we make to him. It's the best part of my day and I just melt every time he smiles. I'll get a video in the next couple of days and post it... but be forewarned, it will melt you too!
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